Did you ever had that feeling when you have lost interest in everything? You think your life is nothing but vain? You are tired of sleeping, tired of eating, tired of going to the office, even tired of watching a movie or listening to the music. You don't want to face people either. I really wonder where in the hell this state of mind comes from. You are just asking your mind, or brain or heart, what exactly do you want? Is your sub conscious mind playing game with you? Maybe :/.
Sometimes this does happen to me; I am so happy and there's nothing significant happened in my life which could make me happy. And sometimes I am sad, and nothing had happened which could make me sad. Sometimes I ignore; sometimes I retrospect and when I do that I find the reason of my happiness or sadness. And that reason is very worthless, like I've listened some favorite song on radio or someone had said some good words to you or someone had done some small act which have made me happy or sad.
Do I over-think every situation? (I'm 99.99% sure, I do :/ ). But most of the time it sub-consciously happens. Maybe it has become my habit to over-think every other situation (consciously or sub-consciously). Every small thing in my life matters to me, especially when it comes to the people. Like a friend who did not wait for me for lunch; for most people it is small thing but for me it can be heart breaking situation (little bit exaggeration :P, or it can be real when that person is my crush :D ). Maybe I do some nice things for people and I expect the same in return. (I really want to get rid of this habit of expecting from others)
Do I over-think every situation? (I'm 99.99% sure, I do :/ ). But most of the time it sub-consciously happens. Maybe it has become my habit to over-think every other situation (consciously or sub-consciously). Every small thing in my life matters to me, especially when it comes to the people. Like a friend who did not wait for me for lunch; for most people it is small thing but for me it can be heart breaking situation (little bit exaggeration :P, or it can be real when that person is my crush :D ). Maybe I do some nice things for people and I expect the same in return. (I really want to get rid of this habit of expecting from others)
But on the other hand I strongly believe these small things, these small actions, do tell you something about that person. Whether he is ignorant about others, whether he/she thinks only about himself/herself, whether he/she is self-centric, or other people are as well important for him/her. I have found this to be very true.
But lately I am getting more insight to this. It cannot be only criteria to judge people. People's behavior change according to situation, opposite person, their mindset, their mood at that time. For perfect person (here, by perfect person I mean, who thinks critically, and for whom his behavior doesn't change according to his feelings towards opposite person), you can judge him by his actions. But as such person does not exist on earth (as far as I know and as far as they say) actions cannot be exact reflection of the person. But it can surely give glimpse of his personality.
But lately I am getting more insight to this. It cannot be only criteria to judge people. People's behavior change according to situation, opposite person, their mindset, their mood at that time. For perfect person (here, by perfect person I mean, who thinks critically, and for whom his behavior doesn't change according to his feelings towards opposite person), you can judge him by his actions. But as such person does not exist on earth (as far as I know and as far as they say) actions cannot be exact reflection of the person. But it can surely give glimpse of his personality.
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